any day now

I'm getting impatient waiting for this baby to come out. I try to think of other things but I end up surfing topics like inducing pregnancy, warning signs, 2 weeks over due. Now I've resort to blogging which no one has done in a long while. Seems like we've all gotten accustomed to short sentences, instant updates, the accepted signs of a society in demand for instant gratification.

Well this mama is impatient to begin with. For every suggestion given to help naturally induce labor, there's a source that says it doesn't work. I get so anxious that I can't sleep at night. The guilty part is that I'm not sure if I'm anxious to meet him or axious that he's ruining my plans at work. Ideally, he'll come ON time or this weekend, which would be perfect timeing for my relief doc to step in and maximizes the time that my sister is here to help. Yes, I know any parent reading this would think I'm crazy for thinking that way. And ideally my baby will never cry and I can easily raise him in my office only two weeks post delivery and he will nurse on schedule.

Well, at least that's the plan.