loser!!

I hate him so much I'm about to puke. Stupid, egotistic, insecure, LOSER! You're never going to get anywhere in Life, go back to where you came from.

Costume time

Halloween is the day to dress like a whore call it a costume.
I don't like it, but some times I get suckered into it.

Everyone's in Greece

We're headed to Greece for our honeymoon in November. We started planning for it back in June then I started noticing that everyone is going there... three newly weds went there for their honeymoon, then two friends just went there and two patients as well! Maybe I'm just more aware of the country because I'm going there. I can't wait to go away. I'm so sick of seeing CB tied to his laptop and Blackberry.

winded

5 miles on the treadmill today and I was dripping sweat. Quite pathetic. I've spent the least amount of hours in the gym this year and I have my ass to show for it. One of my slacks is a bit shorter because my ass perks it up. I didn't even know pants work that way. CB laughed at me as I walked out the door "is that supposed to be that short?" wah.... NO, my ass took up some length!

oh, I got a new office management software. I'm so excited!

Missing home

I'm missing home again. Times like this I wonder how my life would have been different had I gone home right after graduation. But whenever I go back the city feels so small, yet I still get lost. I only keep in touch with a few friends there and most of the time I stay at home with my sisters. Going about the city just makes me nostalgic and sad.

I was in a pissy mood today so I ordered geoduck at a Chinese restaurant with CB. It was pricey, but having geoduck reminds me of dinners I used to have with my family. CB choked when he saw the $65 charge just for the over sized clam. I didn't know it was THAT expensive! I didn't care, I was in a much better mood after he paid for the meal. I deserved it after having to put up with a crappy day.

I need my cell phone

I called Y today, but not on her cell. She was in Vancouver so I called her home phone, the same number that remains in my memory since highschool. Infact, the only phone numbers that I remember are home numbers from highschool. Though I still remember Y's digits, it has been over 10 years since I dialed them. I started feeling weird and even more nervous when Y's mom answered the phone... "Wei, aunty-ah" I spoke, adding the Chinese accent, I never understood why I did that, I don't even speak Cantonese. "May I speak with Y?" I prepared to give my name and then braced myself to be denied the phone call. Either Y was doing home work or they are having dinner. Instead, aunty spoke sweetly and requested I call back in 10 minutes, Y will be out of the shower soon.

It has also been over 10 years since I had to go through another family member to reach the person I want to speak to. Then I started to wonder how highschool would have been if I had a cell. I just imagine all the late nights I hid beneath the dining table covering my mouth so my parents couldn't hear me. With my cell, I could be in bed talking all night! Sneaking out would have been much easier, no more throwing rocks at windows, no more waiting by the window for your friend to whistle or bark like a dog. It surely would have made meeting up eaiser. All those hours waiting in metro town for friends to show up by bus or sky train would have been spared. Calling my boyfriend would have been easier. ah... cell phones are great, with the exeption that now it becomes expected that you answer or return calls ASAP.

rule of the game

I made a big mistake. I played the game of partnership before having the rules signed and sealed.
Now I have a loser whining because the rules are not what he expected. crap. I told you to agreee on some rules before we start, now stop crying!

So, I layed out the rules again, read it this time, change it if you want, but don't come crying at me again. I don't want to have to deal with you every time you lose.

10 lbs

I gained 10lbs since my wedding.
My jeans barely fit and I get that thigh rubbing thing going on. Shit, even my underwear suffocate my thighs. I'm really only 2 lb heavier than my average weight, but I'm bigger and less toned. Gotta hit that treadmill a bit harder. There really isn't much motivation with there's no one to impress.